Anxiety was becoming more common in Michelle’s group of girlfriends. Two of her friends had recently received an unusual treatment – they’d had hypnotherapy to re-develop their oral fixation around pacifiers.
Sure, they looked ridiculous and infantile now, sucking on their dummies in public, and they blushed whenever they did it, but there was no denying that it calmed them down, and reduced their stress. Also, something about publicly needing to suck on a pacifier like a baby made it harder to argue, and as a result they were accepting control from the men in their life with less struggle, and the structured routine that resulted seemed to help even more.
In the end, Michelle, relented, and sought out the same treatment for her own anxiety. It came as a set of sound files. You placed the pacifier you wanted to fixate on next to you on the pillow where you would see it when you woke up, you put on headphones, you started the sound file, you would hear a commanding male voice start talking, and then you fell asleep. When you woke up, the treatment would be complete.
Michelle blushingly spent a half hour picking out a pacifier that would complement her wardrobe, and went home to do the treatment. She got into bed naked, put the dummy on the pillow, put on her headphones, and pressed play. Only as soon as the sound file started, she found herself getting very wet. There was something about a deep male voice telling her what to do while she was naked in bed… She moaned, and rolled over to get her favourite dildo out of the bedside drawer.
Fifteen minutes later, she had found a very satisfying and powerful orgasm, and she let herself drift off to sleep, not noticing that she had let the pacifier roll onto the floor, and it was now her dildo lying next to her on the pillow, still wet with her cunt juices…
The tape worked as well as promised. By the time she woke up, she was fixated on the dildo. She needed it inside her. It gave her comfort when it was in her, and made her anxious when it was not.
Most of the time she could get by with the dildo pushed up her pussy during the day, conscious of its firmness stuffing her fuckhole as she worked, studied, shopped. But when her stress got bad, nothing would do but that she suck on it. She blushed every time she did this – it was humiliating to suck on a dildo in public, particularly the way she did it, pushing it into her mouth and out as though she was giving it a blowjob. But it helped her cope.
Just sucking on it wasn’t quite enough. She had spent all that night inhaling the scent of her wet cunt from the dildo while the tape had been trying to fixate her on the smell and texture of freshly-washed pacifier. When she couldn’t taste her pussy on the dildo anymore, she would begin to fret, and have to work it back into her fuckhole to freshen up its flavour, even if she was in public, until it was dripping wet with her fuckhoney and she could go back to sucking on it.
The result of this was that when she was most anxious and insecure, she tended to make herself the most aroused, which led to some poor decisions around who she spent time with, the way she let people treat her, and (more and more frequently) who she let fuck her.
She had already developed quite the reputation as a slut by the time her friends discovered that if they took her dildo away from her, Michelle would do absolutely anything – no matter how humiliating – to please them so they would return it. It started when her friend Sophie stole the dildo, and used it to masturbate her own pussy, and then passed it back to the distressed Michelle, and laughed with delight as Michelle began blushingly sucking Sophie’s pussy juices off the plastic phallus. After that they would trade it around all the girls, watching Michelle cry with jealousy as her precious dildo went in and out of a range of cunts, before letting her suck it clean. Then they started making her trade pieces of her clothing to get it back, until she would end a night out clubbing completely nude, blushingly fucking her pussy with her toy in the middle of the dance floor while her friends took bids from strangers on who would get to take her home and fuck her…
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A hypnotic addiction to a dildo helps Michelle deal with anxiety.